It's often infested with nargles.

I'm just a girl, waiting for the day when a mad man in a big blue box will steal me away.

My personal posts.

I have a small tea business. I read comics. I sew. I volunteer and stuff. I mostly lay around with my dog.

I’m finding my way. I’m making major life decisions, and I’m happy about them. I’m focusing all my motivation on bettering myself and creating a better future for myself. I’ll be getting my GED soon and going to LCCC for Horticulture and a few certifications in medical-related things. I anticipate moving to Washington (state) in about three years, and going to school for midwifery, which will take me about four years to complete. After that, I’m traveling. I want to start my career off in being a traveling midwife, giving me the opportunity to live in all the places I want to, and doing what I’m passionate about at the same time. In the meantime, I’ve decided I’ll probably keep living with my parents until I move to Washington. I don’t think I could keep up with paying for a place of my own, even if I do have room mates. I wouldn’t want to risk leaving them hanging if I’m struggling financially. Plus, it would be so difficult to go to school. I don’t have a car, nor the money to afford a car at the moment, and don’t expect to be able to afford a care for at least another year or so. Living with my parents, my dad could drop me off at LCCC most days. Living in my own place with no car means it’ll take me longer to be able to go to school. When I move to Washington, I’m probably going to try to dorm.

I’m figuring my life out, and it feels good. As long as I don’t start thinking about how I’m going to be able to afford school, or whether or not I’ll actually get accepted, or think about failing miserably and having to come back to Pennsylvania and get  shitty job and live a mediocre life.

I also decided that I do want to eventually raise children, if I’m ever financially able to (I absolutely refuse to try and raise kids if I struggle to support myself). Not until I’m 30+, but non the less, it’s decided. I want to give birth to one, and adopt four, finances willing. I feel like I have a lot to offer growing children, and can give them a wonderful, loving, caring, encouraging, supportive life. I feel that I can raise well-rounded, confident, happy children who can be proud of their childhood.

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