December 2009
I feel stupid.
insanniety:
I’m going through years of teenage rebellion all at once. And I realize that’s all it is. But I still want to give in to temptation and get my hands dirty. I’m tired of keeping that perfect image my mother tries to keep of me. I’m trying to steer clear of things that will actually harm me, because I don’t want to be that stupid. But I just don’t know. I just want to sneak out and...
Stop looking outside
I declare a moratorium on things relationship, I declare a respite from the toils of liaison. I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement, I declare a full time out from all things commitment.
Just a little case of mood poisoning… Must be something I hate.
– David Warner, Wild Palms
But better die than live mechanically a life that is a repetition of...
– D.H. Lawrence
Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.
– Martin Luther King, Jr.
David Bowie's letter to an American fan. →
insanniety:
This is super adorable.
I love him.
(215): we screwed to my bar mtzvah tape, I became a man while watching myself...
(+44): mike has just informed me of all the things he would put in his pussy if...
I'm going if you're going
Hey, you feelin’ something? I say I’m all for jumping off this cliff. Yeah, this is it, or could be, anyway.
Hey, don’t act suprised. I say let’s take the dive off this cliff. Yeah, this is it, or could be, anyway.
I’m ready if you’re ready. Well, I’m ready, are you ready? ‘Cause my heart is breaking while you’re taking your time. ...
I'm bad news
There’s blood in my mouth ‘cause I’ve been biting my tongue all week I keep on talkin’ trash but I never say anything And the talkin’ leads to touchin’ and the touchin’ leads to sex and then there is no mystery left And It’s bad news Baby I’m bad news I’m just bad news, bad news, bad news I know I’m alone if I’m with...
Thought vomit
Today I was reminded just how amazing my friends are, for various reasons.
Today was a very content, for no real reason in particular. These are the days I love the most.
“I never realize how much I like being home unless I’ve been somewhere really different for a while.”
This is me, at this very moment. After being gone all weekend, I’m actually happy with being at home...
Shine
Oh, the night makes you a star And it holds you cold in its arms You’re the one to whom nobody verses I love you Unless you say it first So you lie there holding your breath And it’s strange how soon you forget That you’re like stars They only show up when it’s dark Cause they don’t know their worth And I think you need To stop following misery’s lead ...
Things I need to do this year
Coachella [Indio, CA]
Anime North [Toronto, Ontario, Canada]
Faeriecon [Baltimore, MD]
BURNING MAN
Money, where are you? You’re greatly needed.
The days ahead
Thursday: Charles movie day/night.
Friday: Dean’s.
Saturday: Party at Dean’s.
Sunday: Possible adventureation at concrete city with JD.
My life has been busy lately. The good kind of busy. The kind of busy that makes me smile. (:
Things are looking up, slowly. A few things need to be fixed and taken care of, but things are definitely getting better. Tonight I could not stop...